Awkward Mornings

I’ve pretty much been relaxing, hanging with friends.  Realized I lost one pound last Tuesday, yet I didn’t exercise so I’m assuming it’s because of work that I’m losing the weight, which is great.  Other then that I’ve been pretty unproductive as always.  But, I’ve been looking for internships to apply for next year.  My major issue is that the internships ask for letters of recommendation.  First, I feel a little awkward with teachers being busy and me feeling as though I’m not a star student, to be asking for letters of recommendation.  Plus, I attend a big university and though I know some teachers remember me, what if they don’t!  Also, I’d probably not get the internship anyways with my grades and all.  I’m looking for alternatives to enter into the science workforce also because I’m basically a senior and have not prepared early enough, plus, I can’t just expect to get a job right out of school.

Enough of my rambling whining about that. Wednesday, I woke up and my internet was off.  We have a weird set up of internet in our apartment since we have two separate lines, two separate bills and one person decided to turn hers off.  The issue is that they turned mine off instead of hers and I was without internet.  I did the preliminary stuff like turn off the modem for 30 seconds turn it on blah blah blah.  Didn’t work so I called AT&T SBC and spent what felt like forever on the phone.  The guy was nice and because of the accent I had to keep asking “what!!!?”.  I almost forgot my security answer to the security question of “whos your favorite singer?”.  I was, uh, I-don’t-know ####### and I ended up guessing correctly, he laughed, as the way I express my uncertainty and luck usually makes people do.  Then I had to wait for SBC to call me back and a guy from Missouri was so nice.  He scheduled an SBC tech guy to come out that day, which is weird cause I’m never that lucky.  Then he said, he might be able to come between now(10am) and 8pm.  Later I found out work was canceled til the next day which is good cause I wouldn’t have been able to make it anyways.  While waiting on the SBC guy to come I got the idea to make sure I erase my browser history, ya know, just in case he sees all that porn lmao, ya know during those times when I wasn’t using the private browser lol.  Anyways, he came, switch the cords or whatever and I got my internet back on.

Thursday, I woke up ok, this is the first (and last) place I’ll say this.  But, sometimes when I wake up in the morning and I feel deformed.  Like I woke up and I swear to god my left boob looked bigger than the other one lmao.  I was really worried until I moved my hand.  And, I touched my nose and it felt super small, this happens a lot to me so I wasn’t that worried about my nose.  I think my nose looks really big so I guess I expect is to feel big.  Anyways, I wake up, brush my teeth while naked and posing in the mirror….because that’s normal.  Takes my shower and everything is great.  I’m done reading up on Ciguatoxin and dinoflagellates so now I’m reading up on mollusk and the research done.  I also decided to do a post on general/basic molluscan identification, which will be posted…whenever I finish!  Later, I wrote a blog post on my other blog, was online listening to music and on social networking sites.  I have issues with Firefox 3.5 so this took me longer than usual to do.  Later on I went to work and it was a cut short (thank god).  btw, sorry in advance, I say/write Thank God a lot and some people are offended because-of-whatever so I stopped saying it around certain people but if you get offended let me know and I’ll write a different variation of it in the future like, Thank you Jesus *laughs* ok, how about Thank Orc.  When I got back home, looked at the twitter trend topics, I realized that I MISSED Big Brother 11.  It’s a reality show if you didn’t know.  So, I spent most of my time back just looking for a video online of the whole show, thankfully someone posted the premier episode on youtube.  Good thing is that my father has military til Monday so I don’t have to work and I can catch the next episode, on Sunday 8PM EST.

Today, it was horrible this morning.  I thought I was near death.  It’s so weird too, like I think I slept in the wrong, WRONG position.  It’s amazing how your body can adapt/deform to change.  I slept with my head bent to the left and I woke up to find that the area, I guess between the sternocleidomastoid and trapezuis muscle (neck and shoulder) had sunken in like really deep.  Usually, that area only sinks in a little either if you force it or and if you’re old.  Also, I had a hard time exercising my throat and it felt like something really hard was stuck in my throat and I couldn’t get it out.  Also, there was a build up of *whispers* mucus in the esophagus.  And on top of that, my turtles woke up and one started biting the other.  I got up and put the turtle in a bucket of water (that’s my time out area for him).

So, I’m assuming my sleeping position, the pressure from neck applied to the area between my neck and should has cause the sinking.  This in turn has made the esophagus close in causing a building up of mucus allowing little movement of the adam’s apple area making it feel as though theres something hard in my throat.  That’s probably a totally off diagnosis, but hey, it makes sense from my point of view.  After putting the turtle in “time out” I laid back down, with my head bent a little to the right as to stretch out the left side of my shoulder and everything got back to normal position, thank orc god!  Though it still feels a bit awkward.  This is the earliest I’ve woken up in a long time, it was around 730am when I watched TV and got online and left at 8am to walk to the grocery store, it was like an empty world out there and a nice un-crowded grocery store where the workers aren’t busy enough to say Good Morning.  I just got some cereal (off brand fruitloops), milk, Brisk Ice Tea, Vitamin Water (dragonfruit flavor), pizza and Starbucks Ice Cream (caramel macchiato).  My first time trying out the new Starbucks ice cream.  It was good, but the caramel macchiato frappuccino taste better and the ice cream flavor only made me more thirsty afterwards, which is probably intended if you think about it and the type of business Starbucks is.  Today, I’ll just be roaming the interwebs and reading about mollusk.  If I’m done early or don’t get distracted then maybe I’ll work on Blender again or work on a new blog design.  This time I want to go more simple with the blog design, it won’t be a design that I’ll use but just for fun.  And today I feel like being alone (actually, that’s most days) but I’d really prefer to be without another physical being in the same room with me, so I’ll be alone and enjoy my time.  Oh, and my music page has been updated if anyone besides me cares!

Have a great day and week!